I never stopped
I never stopped loving him. I said I did a thousand times but I lied. He left and everyone was so happy he was gone. Everyone but me. They have no idea how good he was to me, how much he made me laugh and how beautiful he made me feel. They only saw the color of his skin. Yes we broke up - people do and they forgive and move forward. I lied when he asked if there was anything he could do to 'right this ship', I said no. I said no because everyone was so happy. Everyone but me. 10 years have passed- he calls or texts and I don't reply or I turn cold to make him stop because the feeling never changed. I lied to him and myself, I have loved him since the day we met and have never been loved the way he loved me. And it makes me the saddest girl in the world.