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Stupid girl
I lost my virginity at fourteen. At the time I didn't think it was that big of a deal. I never wanted to lose my virginity to him, we were just experementing until before I knew it he stuck it in. It was painful and I hated it. Before I knew it word got around and the attention I got was unbelievable. I liked it. Two more guys later and I felt popular, pretty, undefeatable. A couple months later I went to a party, I was fifteen, I met a guy there. We started to fool around, untill I realised he was taking advantage of me. I was ** that night. I felt so used, so unloved. I found another guy at the party who I thought could make me feel pretty again, I slept with him. Two in one night, I cried the next day. Months later I found a guy who I thought loved me, he hit it and quit it. Now I'm sixteen, I realised what I did, and I can't let it go. I'm disqusted. I hate myself and everyone else does too.
I lost my virginity at the same age.
Can't wait for the next time. I'm 48.
I went through the same thing except I started at 15.
I too started at 15.I had just finially made my First Holy Communion that sunday in may with the 7 year olds in the class and was dressed like the little girls in a poofy,short sleeve,above the knees communion dress and matching veil with lace anklets and white mary jane shoes and had the white tee shirt with a cloth diaper and teen size plastic babypants on under my dress,the same as the little girls wore.After my party was over,my parents took my relatives to the airport and me and my crush started kissing.He put his hand up under my communion dress and felt my diaper and plastic babypants and asked me why i was wearing them and i told him they are what the little girls wear so mom and dad had me wear them to be a little girl also!He got very aroused and rubbed his hand over them,then he unzipped the back of my dress and pulled it off of me. I turned a little red as he stared at my diaper and babypants then he undid his pants and pulled them down.He took out his hard **,pushed me to my knees and made me ** it! He came in my mouth a few minutes later and i gagged then swallowed his load. He then took my hand and led me to my room and we got on my bed and started cuddling.He pulled my plastic babypants off,then unpinned my diaper,crawled on top of me and took my virginity!After we were done,he pinned my diaper back on me,then put the babypants back on me,then i put my communion dress back on and he kissed me good bye and left.My parents got home a few minutes later and i acted as if nothing had happened!
stupid **. Congrats, now life with your choices for the rest of your life.