Identity Theft

Everytime i look in the mirror i want to cry. I will be going about fine and then i will catch a glimpse of myself and just sink so low i think ill never be able to get out. I am only 20 and weigh 360lbs. And i cannot stop eating. i eat until im full and then get bored and eat again. i get so full i have to vomit. It like i dont even realize how big im getting until i look in the mirror and hits like a punch in the stomach. i hate myself and everything in life. I just wish i had someone to help me. but its like even though im so big, im still invisible. there is always someone more hurt, more depressed, louder, quieter that i get passed right by. dismissed and forgotten. i dont know what to do. i really wish i would just die in my sleep, then i wouldnt have to face the morning.

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  • I hope you know that there is someone out there who will love and admire every inch of you. I hope that before that person comes along, you will realize that you are beautiful, just as you are.
    Change happens when we are confident and able to make it occur. If you realize the potential you have, and harness the positive energies around you, you WILL find a way out of the darkness. I am a stranger to you, but I struggle too. I found someone who loves me as I am. I thought I was too fat to have kids and have a good job, I am pregnant and am working at a job I love. I don't know how or why God made it happen, but every once in a while when I feel the depression slipping over me, I realize how lucky I am to be ALIVE and that the choices we make lead us on our paths, but sometimes, there is an intervention of fate, god, spirits, or flying spaghetti monsters, and we have to be in the right frame of mind to accept it. Sometimes reality is a slap in the face, and the only way to feel complete is to be so full that it hurts. That when you feel alone, you recgonize the food as the only stable, lasting friend in your life. Its not. This isn't the answer anymore. You have to be strong enough to reach out and grab those opportunities... no matter how small and unseeming they may be. I am a stranger, and I love you as a person. I hope you can realize there is good out here, and that even if youre drowning, you don't have to be alone. Please reach out to someone. Please let someone or something help you.

  • Kill yourself. Hopefully, your parents will be able to find a coffin big enough to fit your fat ass in.

  • Why the f**k would you say that? Why are you even on here if you're going to tell people to commit suicide?

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