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How do i get him to understand?
Hi... i'm Val.
i'm a 15 (mentally i'm 12 and have been 12 for the past 4 years) year old girl from brooklyn, new york.
i live in park slope.
i also have a few posts here:
- i might go to jail for this but...
- Someone help me, please
this is the first time i'm letting the real me be known...
if you read th second post i mentioned above, you'd know i'm stuck in homeschool and my ** uncle wants to keep it that way till collage... it makes me wanna kill myself...
my mom allready knows i'm suicidal due to a seperate incident... but i'm deathly scared of my uncle and if i tell him i'm suicidal it could result in 2 thing: - he might get scared and lock me at home forever or - he might get scared and let me go to school...
today is 9/23/11. i'm planning on telling him tomorow because my counseler set up the meeting, but how do i gt him to understand how trapped i feel at home and how suicidal i feel at the thought of staying here til collage...?
this is kind of a rush order. i would've done it earlier but my confessions weren't going through... any help would be appreciated... - Valkyrie
Let your uncle have ** with you. It will help.
go to theauthor12.webs.com
that's my blog - Val
you should be honest just tell him straight up that him keeping you stuck at home till college makes you feel real depressed and as if you were a pet and you wish he wouldnt have you so caged up and if thats what he is going to do just have you stuck in between walls you would rather be dead... because you dont want to be someone who is ignorant because youre so trapped
is there any other type of abuse??
i notice he has very controling behavior. he monitors my computer. he always blames others for his problems and then blames god when he runs out of people...
the way he talks to my little brother and sister (actually cousins i'm very close to)... well, i'll be blunt, their father is a piece of ** and he and my uncle hate eachother. when my brother cries and whines, my uncle says stuff like "you're just like your father!" and stuff like that...
my uncle is a very scary man... i told my counsler about him and she says that his behavior seems vey controlling and abusive, but they nevr met...
my uncle didn't go to the meeting, but we set up another for next week... however... from what u said, i might try telling him while i'm still alive. but i don't have the ** to tell him face to face so i'll probably write him a note, but i don't know how he'll react... that's the scary part...