Why cant i just stop think about him..

So ive been talking to this guy for about 5 months.
Ive never met him yet though. we both live in the same town though. And hes in 12th grade and im in 9th.

We like each other. and hes told me that he loves me and calls me babe and stuff like that.

I really wanna meet him and he wants to met me.

But i think im to fat.. >.<

I havnt been eating normal latly. but ive been losing weight.

Ive sent him pictures of me and stuff and he says he loves my body and says im so pretty and all this other stuff.

but i just dont think im good enough for himm..

But i think hes losing interest in me. haa...

And i can never ever stop thinking about him. hes always on my mind.

im in love with him.. -.- i wish i never was..

but another problem i have with him is he flirts with every f****** girl.. like girls from my school and all that. and to see him post comments on other girls photos that are prettyer or skinnyer then me i hate it. and it makes me feel like he can do better..

& hes best friends with his ex. and now i guess they both have a thing for each other.. he never tells me that he misses me or loves me anymore. never even calls me babe anymoree. and ive just been so sadd. :3

Blahh. I know hes losing interest in me.. ha but i dont blame him. I keep putting off to meet him.

I hate my self for being scared to met him.
That he will reject me..

What should i do..?
I just really wish i could stop thinking about him..

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