I'm still so much in love with my ex. He's the only person I think about when I wake up in the morning, and when I'm about to sleep at night.
But then I know it's not even worth it because he's not even in love with me. He's not even my friend. He's just a stranger. At least that's how he wanted everything to be. Where everything was a big mistake. Where everything that we've been through are just memories.
I don't know how I'm gonna go through this life. How am I going to forget everything?
And now I have phobias being with men. Men in general, are human beings that cannot be trusted.