Hello, my name is Nicky. I'm a 16 year old girl with a mental disorder called Dissociative identity disorder, a large case of it. I am 6 different people according to my peers and family. I have studied this issue and I don't know what to do, I have no memory of changing into any of these personas and only what my family (mostly my father and mother) show me. I've seen multiple video tapes of me acting like this. This has been happening more and more to me and I'm getting worried, Might a psychologist help?
Here's a list of some of the people I turn into:
Autumn - Apparently when I turn into this one I am convinced that I'm some sort of "predator elf" creature that is very unsocial and hostile to anyone. This being my most violent most of the time my parents lock me in my room. Perhaps this is the violent piece in my brain. I've even seen bites on my bed posts and even my best friends arm who said she was there when I went crazy and tried to take a chunk out of her. One of the incidents of this that worried my parents dearly was when they found me sharpening my teeth with a nail file in the bathroom.
RED - Red, is suppose to be apparently the computer that resides in my brain, when this happens I've been known to flawlessly speak my math homework without even studying it long. I also sputter gibberish and clumps of different words.
Pumpkin Head - Nothing much to say about this one or how it relates to my brain, what I do is go down to the basement, take our old carved Halloween pumpkin place it on my head and make giggling sounds while making stale attempts to scare people.
Queen Booby - perhaps one of the most stupid and embarrassing of my personalities. Basically I try to commit sexual acts on anyone and everyone. No mercy.
The last two are too messed up to mention except that I have to literally be restrained and that both could get me a room in the mental ward. PLEASE, help.