Worst of the worst.
That I've been having regular s** with a work colleague when we work together. The thing is she's engaged and i have a pregnant girlfriend who's due to give birth any day now.
I hate myself for what i do and have started to self harm as a way to cope with my guilt. I use the excuse a client at work attacked me to cover the marks on my body left by her and myself. I know I'm a bad person but scared the self harm will escalate and i won't be around to see my daughter grow up.