Somethings wrong

I am 14
80 pounds
5'2"
and bulimic
lets hope no one reads this that i know. i am sick and i know it i eat 1 meal a day. puke up twice for every meal my parents don't know that i'm bulimic. i have pills to stabilize my self but something is not right any more. i have random sleep pasterns. i feel light headed almost all the time. can't run. can barely walk. i look the same on the out side but i know i am dying on the inside.
i am afraid.

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  • Eating disorders are seldom about food. You feel like you have no control in your life... And throwing up gives you that feeling of control. Here is the problem. It WILL kill you if you font wise up. Sorry to be blunt but we live in a world that requires a certain level of hardness... Toughen up. Wake up. There are people that love you. Control over Ives luge us an illusion anyways. Good luck.

  • Oh God honey, I hope this reaches you in time. Tell your parents, tell a teacher, your friends mom, go to the hospital. Tell someone. You are not alone. If the people you know knew about this, they would want to help. Know that you are loved, and things are never as bad as they seem.

    Tell someone. Someone that can help you. It won't be as bad as you think.

    It will get better.

    Take care, I wish you a long and happy life.

  • You are braver than you know and stronger than you think. You posted on this site because you are ready for things to change. The question now, is who do you want to go to for help. You can go to a female teacher that you trust or your school counselor and that person can talk to your parent(s) if you don't feel like you can do it yourself. If you can talk to your parent(s), write a letter and tell them everything about what you are doing to stay thin so that you can't back out and hide details from them.
    You posted this because you realize that you are killing yourself and need help. You can do this hon.

  • Don't put your body through that much stress, You are far too skinny for 14. I suggest you get help for your eating disorder. I know it might upset some people that you're doing this to your body, but I know people would rather you get help now and still be upset then you die from this and they have nothing left.

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