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Tired of the scars
I hate myself so much. I hate my scars. I have to hurt myself to feel better but I only feel ashamed. All my close friends confess to me about their problems. How can I help them if I can't even help myself. They think I'm so happy and the best person to confide in. What they don't know is how badly I want to escape this **. Hurting myself no longer satisfies me. I am so ready to give up and I know no one will stop me because they are all suffering just like me. It seems like everyone I meet is hurting. I wish I could save everyone but I just can't. All I want is to die. It consumes my every thought. My grades are dropping. I am losing all my friends and family. I am on a downward spiral and I am ruining my life. I fear that I might do it soon...
I've been addicted to cutting since I was 11, I haven't cut in almost a year! Now that I'm learning about what I'm passionate about, not in an academic setting anymore, I'm feeling so much better. I have social/generalized anxiety issues, insomnia, depression
Its alright..The big man (god) still loves you! We all have problems
If god loved her, she wouldn't "have to" cut. Isn't that what you losers say about your sky daddy, His love conquers all addictions or some ** like that? She's a pathetic idiot who has probably had three or four idiot babies by now, and you're probably ** a small boy from your bible study youth group.