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I want to ** my best friend.
I'm male 14 years old and my best friend is female 18 years old. We have known each other for about about 10 years now. amazingly she still come's to my house every week to stay for the weekend and she actually plans on moving in with me soon.
Now I know what your thinking " wow you lucky ** ** !!!" well your wrong. The reason? Everyone in my family is a Christian but me I pretend to be a Christian but I'm not. Sadly my best friend is a Christian to so she doesn't believe in having ** until she's married and the same is supposed to go for me.
But I hate that ** **!!! It ruined my life ever since I was 11 years old all I could think about is **!!! And I couldn't do much about it. So really there was only one thing to do. So it was a good thing that I had my own computer and my own room by the time I was 11. Because Ive been ** to ** everyday for the last 3 years at least 5 or 10 times a day.
It used to help for a long time but for the last year or so it really doesn't help anymore. Ive seen so much ** ** it takes me like 5 hours just to get hard now and like another 5 hours just to **. So ** doesn't do ** anymore. Right now I have no life and I try to avoid having anymore friends because I don't want them to get sucked into my stupid ** religion.
I'm to shy to talk to girls and even if I wasn't I wouldn't want my girlfriend to meet my family because I hate them so ** much. So again I say I have no life right now I just sit in my room all day trying to ** to **.
Witch brings me to the title of this confession. I think my best friend is really ** hot I want to ** her so bad I sware I'm going to ** just ** her to death one of these days I know this sounds really ** up but I really don't have much to live for at this point I mean so what as soon as I ** her my life would be over I don't really give a **.
I hate my life I wish everyone in my family wasn't a Christian and I wish my best friend wasn't and Christian either. If we weren't Christians I would be open to talking about ** with my family and my best friend and they wouldn't mind. Plus I wouldn't have had to spend the last 3 years of my life just ** to ** all the ** time.
Really the only thing holding me back is pretending to be a Christian. If I was never in a Christian family I would have probably had ** by the time I was 12 years old and I wouldn't be thinking of a way to have ** with someone for the last 3 years well I give up ok I'm not going to wait like another 10 years or some stupid ** just to spend time with some chick I dont even care about to get married and then finally have ** ** for the first time in my life after wanting it for over 13 years.
So I'm just going to ** my best friend its as simple as that. Well whatever she's ** hot It'll be worth it. And just so everyone knows I don't plan on going to jail. When I'm done with her I'm just going to kill myself. And This is not fake!!! I'm actually 14 and she is actually 18 and we are best friends I know it sounds unlikely but its true so If you think It's not then go ** yourself because it is true. Also ** Christianity.
Go to church and don't ** anyone ever. Find someone who actually wants to have ** if it matters that much to you, you ** fiend.
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Not all Christians believe you have to be married to have ** you know so don't say ** Christianity say ** your family's version of Christianity
I'm a girl and I say if u wanna ** someone I'm here. I've had ** before so I'm not worried about my virginity cuz I lost it. But if u ** ur best friend she'll loose hers and hate you. It's not worth it so ** me or someone else, but not her. That's all I got to say.
Ile ** u
Hey how about I ** you? I can make you my dirty little ** puppet. Would you like that? Let me know. I'll come pick you up and we can get started.
I want to ** you soo bad you could help me if for real my life has,been worse than you can imagine I feel dead I'm dead without a soul help me let me take you
Well I was thinking about ** someone, but I'll take you up on that offer. Where to?
Shitt girl ill ** u
Lying **. Guy wanted to take you up on your offer and you reneged.
I am ready to ** you plz meet me
Cant ** the willing ... it ruins the whooole danm thing i had a gif that said she wanted it and it was only hot after i became degrading and violent enough that she changed her mind and called it off...and i continued while she cried and fought me off. i i think i told her that theres was no way i could think about a long term relationship with any girl who would let a guy pee on her and then peed on her
You should do it,
What the ** dude. You're 14. You aren't nearly old enough to comprehend what you're even doing. I know that you may think that you're life is screwed up, but I'm sure that your family still cares for you, even though you say that you feel isolated because you don't believe in their religion. Don't let a silly thing like that destroy your relationship with your loved ones. Regarding the **... You have to force yourself to not give in to your deep desire for **. It's simply wrong. Try imagining yourself in your girlfriend's shoes (or any female's for that matter) and think about how you would feel if someone were to violently force you to do something that you didn't consent to. I know that it's what you want, but quit being so self-centered. Even though I can tell that you're fairly emotionally unstable at the moment, you need to understand that you're planning to inflict harm upon another human being. Your girlfriend isn't a piece of meat and you need to realize that kid. Also, might I add that it would be rather idiotic on your part to try to ** your 18 year old girlfriend. She's probably physically larger and stronger than you are, given the age difference. You're getting too cocky. I suggest reaching out to a counselor/therapist or even your parents. Considering your age I would recommend that you not spread this around amongst your friends, as gossip aimed towards you will most likely be the result of that. Anyways, I hope that you work things out with your family and are able to realize that your current mentality is not okay and can get aid.
Actually, it wasn't his girlfriend... Just his best friend😅
Humans are the only creature that this is even a thing.. were animals... dolphins **... chimps **... its ur 1 most primal an primary instincts.. its also the most important.. ** should be considered a compliment.. like telling a girl shes "irresistible" only actions speak louder than words
Nice story
Should get it published to an adult book store or something
This sounds really hot
Why don't girls wanna have ** like guys do. Being a guy I wanna ** all the time, but it doesn't seem like that with females.
Its because of evolution. Girls look for more in guys and have more "standards"(generally). This is also why we see girls generally liking the same guy. Guys on the other hand have more drive and less patience.
I'm a girl and I really really want to, but I grew up in a Christian household as well so I just need to wait until marriage.
No you ** don't. It's a fallacy
They do they're just too busy getting it from real men to ** with ** toads.
Bet real men ** too
I hate how the media always says things like "Women like ** as much as men." That's obviously not true
It's hormones. I think testosterone boosts your libido/sexual desire. Correct me if I'm wrong though.
Nop. Girls want it more then guys I know it personally
This seems like a joke. What kind of ** 14 year old uses asterisk on the ** "**", "**", "**", "**" like the **?
System automatically censors these words to anyone who isn't a registered member.
Just f77k a non Christian girl dude. Chill. There's hookers for that kind of thing
I second this.
I mean a Christian household that gives a room with a computer to an 11 year old complete lie
This is fake. Trolling with some agenda to make Christian households look bad on how their children turn up. I know lots of kids from Christian households and never met one with any weird or negative traits.
Then you clearly haven't met enough people, everyone has some negative trait, because they are human. Afterall no one is infallible
Exactly. Didnt say humans were perfect, just stated that not all Christian kids sound as messed up as this one trying to make them outnto be. Or thats how i read it at least.
"Exactly. Didnt say humans were perfect, just stated that not all Christian kids sound as messed up as this one trying to make them outnto be. Or thats how i read it at least."
This boy isn't the same as every other kid who grew up in a christian household... **...
This surely have to be fake, an internet troll, but in the case this could be real, no matter if this was 5 years ago, I just lost another piece of faith in humanity, because having all the intentions to ** someone that cares and trust you is just monstrous. I Could understand part of his "story" but the part that he just want to ** his best friend making a pathetic excuse, I can't give sympathy about that. So if he ** someone and then killed himself it serve him perfectly the place he is now. if this story is true I won't give mercy to a "**", if this is a joke, what a ** up mind this person have.
I hope he rapes her to death
Wtf
No it hurts i was ** b4
I admire you very much my good sir.