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I want to ** my best friend.
I'm male 14 years old and my best friend is female 18 years old. We have known each other for about about 10 years now. amazingly she still come's to my house every week to stay for the weekend and she actually plans on moving in with me soon.
Now I know what your thinking " wow you lucky ** ** !!!" well your wrong. The reason? Everyone in my family is a Christian but me I pretend to be a Christian but I'm not. Sadly my best friend is a Christian to so she doesn't believe in having ** until she's married and the same is supposed to go for me.
But I hate that ** **!!! It ruined my life ever since I was 11 years old all I could think about is **!!! And I couldn't do much about it. So really there was only one thing to do. So it was a good thing that I had my own computer and my own room by the time I was 11. Because Ive been ** to ** everyday for the last 3 years at least 5 or 10 times a day.
It used to help for a long time but for the last year or so it really doesn't help anymore. Ive seen so much ** ** it takes me like 5 hours just to get hard now and like another 5 hours just to **. So ** doesn't do ** anymore. Right now I have no life and I try to avoid having anymore friends because I don't want them to get sucked into my stupid ** religion.
I'm to shy to talk to girls and even if I wasn't I wouldn't want my girlfriend to meet my family because I hate them so ** much. So again I say I have no life right now I just sit in my room all day trying to ** to **.
Witch brings me to the title of this confession. I think my best friend is really ** hot I want to ** her so bad I sware I'm going to ** just ** her to death one of these days I know this sounds really ** up but I really don't have much to live for at this point I mean so what as soon as I ** her my life would be over I don't really give a **.
I hate my life I wish everyone in my family wasn't a Christian and I wish my best friend wasn't and Christian either. If we weren't Christians I would be open to talking about ** with my family and my best friend and they wouldn't mind. Plus I wouldn't have had to spend the last 3 years of my life just ** to ** all the ** time.
Really the only thing holding me back is pretending to be a Christian. If I was never in a Christian family I would have probably had ** by the time I was 12 years old and I wouldn't be thinking of a way to have ** with someone for the last 3 years well I give up ok I'm not going to wait like another 10 years or some stupid ** just to spend time with some chick I dont even care about to get married and then finally have ** ** for the first time in my life after wanting it for over 13 years.
So I'm just going to ** my best friend its as simple as that. Well whatever she's ** hot It'll be worth it. And just so everyone knows I don't plan on going to jail. When I'm done with her I'm just going to kill myself. And This is not fake!!! I'm actually 14 and she is actually 18 and we are best friends I know it sounds unlikely but its true so If you think It's not then go ** yourself because it is true. Also ** Christianity.
Me to
Ahhahahhahahaha he kept saying tht is real but then the first tag I saw was fake
Shut up you little ** you like what just hit puberty you need to sit your ** in the coroner and think about what you said ther are real problems happening out in this world and you don't need to make a scene with you mental out bursts you little ** go to a mental hospital and say "um can I have some help I like to think about rapping my best friend and killing my self" now if you will go ** your self you little 14 year old **
Hey take it easy on kids alright
Take it easy on a kid who is saying he wants to ** someone and kill himself? I think the ** not.
I understand him just cause I wanna ** all the time, but girls don't. Not saying ** is right, but it can be hard to resist.
It's fake anyway, also kid or not they're ** gross
** you know this is fake? Little ** talking about problems in the world, problems your ** is not solving get out of here with your fake ** ** self
It’s the stupid ** fault for not throwing it. What you just gonna tease? ** the minute you put on short shorts is the minute you become a ** object. I’m sorry but society set you up for that. In America we show a lot more skin. ** if you don’t want to look ** don’t wear a bikini.
Hello this Abdou i was going to ask if you can send this girl to irak so i can get to taste her i have 2 inche ** im hairy and ready i love girls thats very naughty so send her or i bomb your country
Hi I'm a 17 year old girl and I say go to **
Where do u live my friend i will come and show you how to ** ur grill if shes hot maybe u can join no im joking ur gay sry but i have a boyfriend for you his name is emir and hes very beutiful no im joking hes gay aswell so i give 10 bucks for emir and i ** ur grill
** is not something to joke around about. Even if you were serious and you were capable of doing that to someone, how do you think that would make her feel? Reading these comments have just about made me sick. If you knew what it was like to be forced into someone like that you would be afraid to even say the word **. Think about what you are saying and how it effects others. Have some respect for yourself and everyone who you have insulted by saying this stuff.
I want to force myself inside of my friend but i just cant see myself as a **
If you force yourself on someone sexually, then you are a **. If this friend says no, and you continue, then you are a **.
So true
Dumb **
What if she ** reads this
Have her move in ad ** her when she is asleep. blood is ok as lube. **! ** niga yes
I really hope that's a joke.
Ur kinda crazy dude
OK, lovely out pouring for this kid off the bat...So it sound like you have an addiction to internet **, , this ** happens, best thing to do is avoid your computer for awhile and seek some counseling. You're probably going to have to let your parents know about this, I know this sound terrifying but believe me in the end it'll be worth it, as far as you're friend goes, she has some years on you, talk to her about how you feel ( by the way sleeping with you wouldn't just be against her religion it would also be a crime) i'm sure she may have some insights into this, as far as suicidal idealization goes you're thinking about a permanent solution to a temporary problem, all that said keep you're head up and focus on something else, as you get older you're mind will grow and you'll be able to look back at this and laugh. Also a side note, you're 14, so your view of religion and life in general is going to be a little off, relgion can be wonderful thing, a comfort in trying times, take the advise of some much older than yourself, give it a chance, if you don't like it fine, but don't let that dislike or the way others practice their beliefs fill you with hate, hate makes you miserable, it festers and rots in your soul (mind if you'd rather think of it like that) and in the end it'll destroy you.
This is fake
I do not think this is fake at all, it really does not seem like an unreasonable situation. you seem like you have very little patience, i'm guessing you wont be able to kill yourself any way i pity your " best" friend
If that was my sister,i would torture you slowly put a ** in your ** and then kill you.
** is good!
Why do u think it's good?
Why the **** is ** good? Have you been **? Can you speak for the numerous survivors out there? I didn't think so.
Um hi can u met me...I think I have pills that can help u
You still alive?
You're going to **. No matter which religion your in, that much is obvious. Kill yourself, but **. You're friend who trusts and loves you (as a friend. Eugh. You're so nasty, it can't be anything more) you're gonna ruin her life because of pent up sexual feelings? Wow. Pathetic. You'll only have a ** count of 1. Lmao.
Im going to make you wish you were in ** **
If you're into **! You might wanna go the ** route with your ** life. Also, stop watching **. Unless you wanna be on one of those crime shows, I suggest you remove **, that anger ** you got going on, the idea of **, and any other negativity from your life.
Believe it or not, but ** is bad for you. That's not religious **, that's the truth. You're gonna become a pretty ugly person mentally (maybe even physically, I wouldn't be surprised lol.) if you don't cut it out now.
On a side note, dude. Your aggression and cussing are so unattractive and on a side SIDE note, ** your best friend? That has been your friend for 10 years??? I'm pretty sure that isn't healthy thinking. ** with your imagination. It **, it may not be as arousing, maybe even boring, BUT you have to. ** sounds like all thst, but you're gonna make it feel like ** if you don't stop wtf you're currently doing. Like seriously, 5-10 times a day? You can't even savor the feeling out of that like **.
My point here is: NO **, NO AGGRESIVE BEHAVIOR, NO ** YOUR FRIENDS!!!! Get therapy or some **. Anything is good.
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