When I was 23 I coached teens and became involved with two of the 16 year old girls. One just had a crush on me, which I exploited for easy s** on numerous occasions. She always kept our secret. The other girl I became involved with, and at 17 she moved in with me, of course I was out of coaching at that time. Her parents were enraged, but her age was legal in my state, at least in the 80's.
24 and 18 when it all ended, which by itself doesn't sound that unnatural. But my position as coach, responsible for young people, which I exploited to elicit s** from minors (even though legal, was horribly wrong!) - I feel now like I got away with murder or something. I robbed from Karma - I never spent one day in jail. I should have, that's for sure. Had I, maybe I wouldn't still be thinking about all this, 25 years later. God, humanity & universe please forgive me.