Yes or no?
Sorry it's so long but I need help D:
Okay, so...I'm in grade nine, nearly grade 10 and 14 years old. I've never had a boyfriend. This guy likes me , a lot. He's not the best looking but personality is what counts. He can be soo sweet and caring, sometimes a showoff but funny, and so on. Not many people like him at school, even some of my friends don't like him. They find him to be really annoying but I dont really get annoyed easily so I don't see what they're so fussed about.
He asked out a few times in the past and I kept saying maybe, but it would always lead to a no as I felt that I wasn't ready yet for a relationship. We're really good friends and would stay up all night talking to each other.... sooo kinda like friends with benefits. In the past I was stupid and lead him on too much so when he asked me out and I still said no, he got really mad.
I apologized many many times, I know it was wrong. He did forgive me and we went back to that friends with benefits stage without knowing it. Now, just recently we went on a school camp and he did the sweetest thing and bought me a necklace. He put it on for me and then asked me out there on the spot. I panicked and said maybe again. It's been about 2 weeks now and I still haven't decided -.-
I think I like him, but I'm not sure. Many many people at school have said to me that I should say yes. But what makes this situation even worse is that one of my good friends has a huge crush on him. She is really nice and is a true friend as she has said to me that she shouldn't get in the way of my decision and that she is fine with me saying yes because she knows it would make him happy and that's all she wants.
Some days I'm like 'Just go for it, he is a sweet guy that makes you smile and be happy. And everyday you check to see if he's at school or not and you get really happy when he sits with us at lunch, you have to have a crush on him, what else is it?!? You never know, you could end up falling head over heels for him later down the track if you say yes? '. And other days I'm like 'Well....I don't really like him that much, do I? Besides, my friend deserves him so much more'. So... Yes or no?
Oh and another thing is I'm scared to tell my parents if I do say yes. My mum knows he likes me a lot but doesn't actually know anything about the guy. She has said in the past casually 'don't break his heart'. Is that a hint?
Thank you so much if you read this all <3
I know it's way too long. D: