I told my wife that I'm really gay.
I have been married for about 12 years now. I recently told my wife that I am gay. She laughed at me and said oh yes your gay. Then we had s**. She said yes your gay. I said that yes I really am gay. But she didn't believe me. I had a friend come over and we both told her that I am gay and then we began kissing in front of her. She just said nice try but I don't believe you. I didn't want to take it any further like actually performing s** in front of her. Yes I do make love to her when she wants. But I much rather be with a man. I admit that I was afraid to have people know that I was gay. Now I don't care about that anymore. I tell people all the time that I am gay. Most believe me. I will still make love to my wife but I need her to know the truth. I feel badly that I used her but she was also getting what she wanted. A man who allowed her to be independent and let her do the things she wanted without all the usual baggage that comes in a heterosexual relationship like jealousy and all that. But now I want to be with my male lover and stay with him. He doesn't like me leaving to be with her. I guess I'm just going to have to leave her and let that be it. I hope she will understand.