I'm not sure if I'm a Christian or not. I've been going to church my whole life because my mom is a hardcore Christian. I've sat through all the sermons and the prayers but I don't feel anything. I do think that God exists but I don't feel a love for him. I respect him and do believe that he saved me but I don't know if that's enough.
My church members always say pray and he will guide you but I don't feel anything. I don't his his presense as some people say. I don't want to say I don't love him but that's kind of how I feel. All I really see him as is a great person, like Martin Luther King Jr. or Ghandi, someone I can respect and look up to, but not as a personal friend who I love.