I constantly miss my friend
I'm happily married with one 1 kid and 1 on the way. Mid 2007 a girl at my workplace started to work with me and I developed a very strong friendship with her. She is 8 years younger than I am (I'm 32 now, she's 24).
We had a fight and she stopped speaking to me in mid 2008. I apologized to her and asked if we could be friends again, she didn't reply. She doesn't speak to me anymore and I haven't contacted her since mid 2009. I see her at work sometimes, we no longer work in the same area though.
Tomorrow is my last day at work and I don't think I will ever see her again. I have thought about her every day since I met her. She is the last person I think of before I go to sleep and the first person I think of when I wake up. Words just cannot describe how much I miss her. The only reason I do not contact her is because I know she would rather I did not contact her. She does not like me and I think the world of her. It's a horrible situation.