I am in love with young girls
I have a secret, burning desire to make consentual love
to a girl between 12-15 years old. I don't know why and I can't get the thoughts out of my head. I have never acted on it, and am sure I wont. I cant help it though. I even catch myself checking teen girls out when I'm in public. The worst part, I feel like a monster, but sometimes I enjoy these fantasies. I hate myself and wish I would die because of it.