when I was a child (age 8), my dad took
when I was a child (age 8), my dad took me to a bar with him (he used to be an alcoholic) and left me in the car (sleeping in the backseat) While he was in the bar, a man got in the car with me and raped me.
My dad was coming out of the bar and saw him, pulled him out of the car and beat the crap outta him and told him if he ever touched me again, he would kill him. My dad got in the car and said "Don't tell your mother" and we left. I kmow he was really druck, cuz he couldn't even barely drive.
I can tell he doesn't remember it, and I have never told anyone about it. I think about it a lot, almost every day (almost 15 yrs later), but I know if I told anyone now, it would just devistate my mom, and my family. Besides letting that happen to me, my dad never hurt me, and he quit drinking 8 months later, and has been sober for over 14 yrs now.