My future or his?
Several weeks ago, I had a fling with my school's future valedictorian. It all started when I went to the movies with some friends of mine. A mutual friend invited him. I didn't mind since he's a really nice guy, and I secretly thought he was cute.
Well, we ended up sitting next to each other for the movie. The whole time he had me laughing and smiling. He even reached for my hand and held it.
When the movie was over, we told our friends that he'd drive me home. On the ride home, he and I flirted even more. He stopped suddenly at the side of the road. He told me I was beautiful, and kissed me. We ended up making out for about an hour. When things started getting heavier, we finally decided to have s** at his house.
He stole a condom from his brother, and we did it. It was both his first time and mine, but it went well.
Throughout the week, we hung out more and had s** a few times. After a while, we realized we really weren't right for each other and drifted apart.
Now I have a problem. I think I'm pregnant. I'm 2 weeks late and have been feeling sick. I told him yesterday. While he is concerned and wants to support me and our possible child, we know he could lose everything he's worked so hard for. He can't tell his parents because he's afraid they'll kick him out, or tell a school official because then everybody will know.
So if I am having his baby, he thinks we should give it up for adoption or keep it a secret that he's the father. He promises to help out financially; I dont want his money, I want him to be there for me and the baby.
It hurts knowing that only one of is will be able to have the future we dreamed of, abd it's not going to be me.