A crazy time
To whomever may read this.
My past mistakes have caught up with me as lately I cannot stop thinking about them. In 2007 I had just turned 18 and I did something crazy and to this day I do not know why I did it.
I went out on a date with a friend of my brothers, who I wasn't very interested in but I thought it could be fun. We had a few drinks and it was a decent evening. I was walking back to my dorm quite drunk and I decided to put tiny cuts all over my body, enough to draw blood. I then called through the security phone and said I needed help. An ambulance came and so did the police, I was taken to the hospital and they asked me what happened. I didn't say anything except that someone hurt me (I know this is crazy) and the police asked me to show me where it happened. I made up the place and they took me home. The next day I was supposed to go see them, and I came clean and told them I did it to myself.
Now, 5 years later I cannot understand why I did this. I know no one got hurt and I should just forget it an move on. But I feel so much remorse and guilt, wishing I could go back to that time and stop myself from doing something so crazy.