I had a one night stand with a homeless street performer

Why did I do it? I was under age, alone, about to be evicted, bad home life, no future, low self esteem and wanted to get rid of my virginity like a tumor. I also had a weird fetish for cosplay. Yes, he was bathed and I demanded a condom but I look back and ask myself WTF was I thinking?! Did I have a death wish? Why would I be THAT desperate to sleep with someone who basically lives on the streets? The thing that bothers me most about it is, I ended up giving a shot at street performing for a little extra cash and he ended up telling people what we did to spite me. Granted, I'm sure people don't completely buy it, and I never confessed to it but it's still a piece of gossip I don't want hanging over my head. I'm lucky he wasn't completely dangerous and that I didn't get an std but I just feel so regretful. This is one of 3 incidents I wish I had a Delorean and could just stop myself :/

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