You was my first & I thought you loved me as much as I loved you. I was too deep in love & couldn't see the wrong you were doing. You were sweet at 1st. All of a sudden,you started hitting me, throwing me & belittling me. You even looked at me str8 in the eyes & put your pistol right in my face. For what? No reason. I never did anything but loved you. Yrs later. I'm still having the nightmares. Still jumping out my sleep. Still having the panic attacks. For what? I'm still not over what u did & knowing u could've killed me that night. For what? No reason.