I was given genital herpes so I would stay

I feel dirty.. It is on my mind all day and night. I only have a coupled of family members in my life but I hide from everyone. I can't work, all I do is cry. I am already unattractive, have depression, overweight, and medical conditions that would scare me off.

No one will want me.

I failed my family, and myself, I had an abortion 7 years ago, and now because I wanted so badly to have a baby...

I get sick about it.

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  • if you have genentil herpes, then I NEED your herpes!!!! INFECT ME!!!!

  • The phrase "you need professional help" always sounds like something between a criticism and a jail-term, but it's actually a positive. There are innumerable therapists out there who can help you change the way you see yourself, and help you begin the process of matching up what you want to see and what you actually see. They aren't going to "fix" you: you're going to do that. But they will stem the downward flow and point out ways for you to redirect it. You can be perfectly fine and perfectly desirable. And you can be happy. And you will be, with that guidance.

  • prayin won't help & neither will feelin sorry for yourself. get valtrex for the herpes breakouts & you'll never even worry about them anymore. so many have them & it's not the end of the world. watch what you eat & go to the gym 3-4 times a week. maybe take some self defense classes to boost your confidence & boom, you're done. if you do this you'll be all set. confident, in shape, worry free & you're probably not ugly either. trust in what i say.

  • CRAWL IN A CAVE AND DIE, SATANIC W****!
    CRAWL IN A CAVE AND DIE, SATANIC W****!
    CRAWL IN A CAVE AND DIE, SATANIC W****!

  • Hun,

    In life we all do things that we later look at and regret. Yet,these things make us stronger. I bet your very beautiful,and you know how I know cause God made you. He made you for a purpose and I know for sure it is not for your to be feeling this way. Let go of the past and forgive yourself, for your have not failed anyone.Give yourself a chance wake up in the morning and smile, say "I am beautiful" and I will succeed. How do I know this works because I was in your same shoes,so you will have that baby just remain positive and pray.

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