I was given genital herpes so I would stay
I feel dirty.. It is on my mind all day and night. I only have a coupled of family members in my life but I hide from everyone. I can't work, all I do is cry. I am already unattractive, have depression, overweight, and medical conditions that would scare me off.
No one will want me.
I failed my family, and myself, I had an abortion 7 years ago, and now because I wanted so badly to have a baby...
I get sick about it.