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I get so mad that i punch myself, i have had bruises all over my face, i have hit myself so hard that i could't see right.
ever since i was little i imagined beatting my head into concrete.
i feel like people judge me so badly that i just need to break my fingers. at moments i bend my fingers then get scared at the last moment, i have almost pulled my own piercings out...
i get headaches so bad that ... one night i almost cut my forehead open to get the migraine to stop, it makes me hallucinate...
and the one person who i felt actually loved me, left me, he rejected me that night that i ended up punching myself so much that i couldn't even see right, the one person who said he would never ever leave me, left me right at my darkest moment.
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