Am I a bad person
I'm a girl, I don't think I'm gay but I have a crush on my English teacher. only because she helped me a lot with my problems at home. she is caring funny kind and went through the same horrible problems I'm going through and I think I see her more as a mother figure but I think that's still a "girl crush" i think…..
I enjoy English now which is good but every time my mum screams abuse at me or hits me i wish I was with her so she could care for me, hold me and tell me everything will be ok because she knows what it feels like.
it's weird I know and I could never tell any of my friends but that's the way I feel and I can't help it.
is it wrong? am I a bad person?
(I re posted this in another category because I want to know if you guys think I'm a bad person and I didn't sy that in the other one)