I don't know of I miss her or not...

Well, I'm 13 years old, male, and my first girlfriend and I had a really nice relationship for about 5 months. It was the first day of summer when she broke up with me. It was at 11:30 at night exactly as I remember it. I went through a long stage of depression. I never told any of my friends, I just told them that I hated her... I made fun of her a lot after that. I needed some way to make myself feel better. After that, I didn't talk to her for a long time... She moved on to new people while I was sad and alone. I always think about her. I started dating another girl for a bout a month. Then i started to lose interest. However, I did start to feel better when I met the love of my life, my current gf. I was never really friends with her, but one day, we were talking (at the moment we both were in a relationship we wanted out of), and we stated into each others eyes for awhile when I said to her,"we should go out..." she agreed, happily, and are we are now currently dating. But I can't stop thinking about Amy first gf... She just was so important to me and it all changed so fast... I feel terrible for the things I've said to her... We apologized to each other one day... And agreed we would still be friends. I can't stop thinking about her, but I know she'd never take me back again... And I know I'm in a happy relationship with my current gf, which is why I feel so terrible... Any advice is helpful. Thank you...

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