I cut. A lot. I don't really know why, but I do. It makes me feel better, you know; allows me to release my pent up anger and frustration. I feel much better afterwords, yet guilty at the same time. Better because I have finally let all my aggression go; Guilty because if someone found out, my whole family would be ashamed.
I'm very hypocritical, as well. When I tell others not to be down on themselves, when in reality, I'm very down on myself constantly.
Thank you for reading my vent confession. I just really needed to get these things off my chest and out of my head.