Having an affair
I am having an affair with the man I had my first sexual experience 12 years ago and I don’t feel any remorse. I had a quick encounter with him 3 years ago but at time I regretted it. My husband had an affair 4 years ago and since then I have tried to forgive and forget but not because I have not tried but because he continues to cheat. I don’t know why I don’t feel any remorse, I enjoy having s** with him and at times I feel like that love I had once for him, never left my heart. Perhaps because we never broke up, he just disappear from my life, and the last thing I remember was his message on his pager saying he was going to kill himself.
Now that the affair has been going on and off for the last 6 months, I told him that I loved him and not to disappear from my life again like he did in the past. We text a lot during the day and exchange dirty pictures, I even go to his weekend job just to see him. I don’t plan to leave my husband any time soon and he knows that.
Gosh it feels so great to confess my secret