I'm cheating on my husband with his cousin
I have been with my husband for over 7 years and we have 2 kids together. I have been having s** with his cousin for about 4 months now. I love it, his cousin is fun, carefree, is amazziinnggg in bed, and I feel like I can't get enough of him. The first time we ever did anything was when his cousin got out of county for having a concealed weapon. I bought us beers and we went to the river to hang out, because we were good friends. I just kind of, gave him a look, and we ended up running to my car to have crazy wild animal s**. He makes me hornier than any other guy, but unfortunately he is completely a s***.
I don't want to leave my husband, but I also want his cousin to be loyal to me, and me be loyal to him.
I feel myself getting feelings for his cousin, because he's sooooo, everything that i want, but I also know that he is exactly everything I shouldn't want because of his reputation with women.
It's horrible the situation I am in. I can't stop having s** with his cousin, and I want to beeeee with his cousin, to post about it, share pictures, etc... but I know it will never work.