Im often suicidal and thinking suicidal thoughts, Ive tried to kill myself more the 5 times, and still wonder the reason why im alive... I get bullied for being quiet and anti-social from people from work, ive been told to go kill myself, and even though i make it look like it doesn't affect me it does. They smack me round a bit but although my bosses know, nothings ever been done.
Im sick of life and getting judged, im paranoid that people speak about me behind my back and online, i set up fake accounts to spy on my bullies... One of the DMs i spoke to told me not to kill myself over it or try too, but i couldn't help myself...
Failure For Life.