God help me

That i am addicted to spice. there is a new drug out on the market that u can smoke like marajuana and has mediocre effects of the like. well, ive been smoking it for a year and a half. i first started when i was wrapped up in probation and cudnt smoke weed. i found that i cud get away with smoking it despite the numerous ua's i was taking. well now i have spiraled out of control. i cudnt find spice one day and broke down and smoked weed. i gave a dirty ua and was thrown in jail, thrown out of college and lost my job. i served my sentence, got out got my job back. then i was introduced to spice again thus starting my downward spiral again. i began stealing and smoking weed from my family. stealing beer from work when i cudnt get spice. hitting up all my friends asking for money. making friends who specifically smoked spice. then hounding those friends who smoke spice, relying on them entirely to get high. god please help me. i spend all my day in self loathe and hate. please helpmne. ive begun stealing money from my grandpa who lets me live with him... god i dont want this for myself andymore. i cant continue like this. i smoke to feel better about stealing, i steal to get smoke cuz i feel bad about what i do. god this is not who i am please help me, i need advice


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  • Pray bro. pray

  • You cant be help you decide weed and spice is way more importabt than the people you steal from why else would you take from and old man its sad your taking from him your a leech and if god have any mercy on your soul will see error. Of your ways may

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