I should just give up
That I should give up on being with Simone. I should just let it happen. Stop dreaming about those who have someone and wait for my turn. But sometimes it's so hard not to fall for people. Expecially friends. But is it really love? I hope I can know some day. It drives me crazy not knowing for sure. Makes me think I'll miss my prince charming, because I'm waiting for the answer to jump out.