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OBSESSED
I loved him for a long time, things didn't work for him so he left.
6years on I've realised the love I had for him has grown.
Tried moving on, tried forgetting. But all I end up doing is comparing the other guys to him.
He strings me along but I don't realise. Maybe i choose not to realise because thats how much i want him back? Does he even realise he's doing that to me? Does he know he's the only guy I've ever loved? Why can't I forget Him ?Why can't I stop loving Him?
All I want is for him to love me back. Is that asking for too much?
For many years I carried a torch for my first love, and went through the what ifs and did he still love me the way I loved him. Recently I thought, ** him, he had his chance. Why should I carry on loving a selfish lying, cheating ** from my past. Save your energy for someone who deserves it.