My boyfriend drives me absolutely freaking insane. I want to dump him so badly it hurts but I know it'll break his heart. It's both of our first relationship and I acknowledge that, but we're both seniors in high school and his maturity level is a freshman in high school and mine is a freshman in college. He does the dumbest things that embarrass me and drive me insane. He keeps trying to kiss me on the cheek in front of other people and the hairs on the back of my neck stand up. . . in a bad way. I HATE it when he does that. The more I back off hoping he'll get the picture, the clingier he gets. He calls me nothing but "sweetheart" and "honey" and usually in a baby voice. I used to think I'd love that, but dammit I have a name! I can't remember the last time he called me by my name. He keeps telling me he loves me and I just want to tell him, "STOP! We haven't even been dating for two months, and we're still in high school!" Now I feel like I'm the center of his universe, and that's an awfully heavy burden to carry. Now I'll probably end up staying with him over the summer just to keep from breaking his heart. I hate doing this. It makes me feel disingenuous, and like a bad person. But if I don't do this, I'll break his heart. It's a lose-lose. I freaking hate this.