I love somebody who has been in a relationship with a girl for about 5 years. I've known him since I was 15 and now I'm 18, and he's 21. He keeps saying he's going to break up with her for me and go out with me. She's crazy about him though she will go insane when they break up.We really love each other, I feel perfect when I'm around him.
All his best friends have crushes on me which is difficult because they all go to him for advice about me. We secretly meet up and kiss all night long, which I know is cheating and I feel horrible about it but it's not really something I can help.
We did ecstasy together for the first time the other week and we were just all over each other and one of his mates caught us but promised not to tell a soul. I promised I'm not having s** with him until he's broken up with his girlfriend. That could be forever. I'm going on a 3 months holiday in a week though and she's going on a two week holiday. He said he'll break up with her after her holiday because he doesn't want to ruin it. He keeps saying he wants to see me before I go but I'm scared that I'll have s** with him and then later regret it. I can't resist I want him too much. :(