I'm a woman who made the mistake of letting a girlfriend massage me

I am a 26 year-old woman who made the mistake of letting a girlfriend massage me after we'd had some drinks. Before I knew it she had my clothes off and went down on me. I admit I loved it, but I didn't want to repeat it. I have a boyfriend I hope to marry someday, and he'd be angry at me for cheating on him.

Now when I see that girlfriend she hounds me to let her massage me until I give in and she does whatever she wants with me. She knocked on my apartment door at 2AM last night and told me she was spending the night. I said no. She said yes and started touching me all over until I gave in and let her into my bed.

Now I'm scared my boyfriend is going to find out and break up with me. I try to tell my girlfriend I don't want her being intimate with me anymore, but she just says you love it and starts in again, and I, like a pushover, let her take advantage of me over and over. I'm trapped because I'm too h**** and too easily aroused. I wish I never let my girlfriend massage me, and I never expected she'd try to seduce me during the massage.

My boyfriend will be so mad and disappointed in me if he finds out.

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  • No he wouldn't...getting me hard reading.. you must really like it..

  • Nobody makes you do anything.

    You enjoy s** with yoyr gf.

    You get to be all innocent and the victim, all while you let it happen and enjoy yourself.

    If that is what you want, fine, but let your bf know so he can move on.

    You cheating with your gf is no dif than having a male f*** buddy on the side.

    Its just wrong.

  • You need to talk to your boyfriend. You also need to stop hanging out with this friend.

    What's ultimately happening is that your friend is emotionally blackmailing you into s**. Yes, you do need to learn how to say no and not give into temptation, but your friend needs to accept no for an answer.

    Why do you need to tell your man? Because at some point you are going to put your foot down and your friend will probably tell you to "put out or I'll tell him". Trust me, no matter how bad you think it'd feel to come clean about this, it'll be a million times worse if he finds out on his own. You might have a chance of salvaging the relationship if you confess on your own. You won't if he finds out through other avenues. (And he will find out.)

    As far as marriage goes, don't. If you're incapable of being faithful right now, you won't be able to be faithful later on. On top of all this, you can't even be honest with one another. If you can't come forward and be honest and try to make things right, then you won't be able to make a marriage work with this guy. Believe it or not, there will be trials that are just as hard, if not harder. If you can't make it through these troubles then you won't make it past 5 years of marriage, at least not happily.

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