I'm scared. I think I may be going somewhat anorexic.. Whenever I don't get my way, or when something goes wrong, I completely stop eating. Then is the only time people start to listen.. It's why I do it. For that and the need to be skinny and pretty. I never told anybody, and nobody will ever know until I'm dead in the ER because of a long binge. I can't help myself, and I don't want to talk to anybody because that's tough, and it's not like anybody cares, so..