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Sometimes I have fanatsies that me or
Sometimes I have fanatsies that me or my family get badly injured or killed. I can see the funeral and the aftereffects of our deaths. Sometimes it feels so real, it actually makes me cry. I don't WANT these things to happen, but I can't stop them from playing in my mind like a movie.
That is kinda weird, I have never wondered that!
I also so the same thing, I love them very much n I don't want them to die
I do the same thing sometimes. I don't want anything to happen to them, I just worry that it could.
I think about my family dying too.
Cept, I dont do it to the point where I cry anymore.
Only occasionally I think about maybe my sister dying.. and then I start crying.
But, I used to do it a lot.
It was ** up.
Specially when I was a seven year old girl thinking about her mom dying constantly.
But, now I just usually think about them dying, and how my life would be alone... But, it doesnt make me cry. It's something I just do for the ** of it.
I'd never want any of my family members to die.