Today i felt like I went insane. My boyfriend broke up with me and one of my close friends attempted to commit suicide. I have no idea what to do or who to turn to. I don't have a good relationship with my father and I don't think that my mother wants to face reality about my depression. My other family (cousins) I don't want to tell my deep issues to because I'm afraid of any judgement or to set any negative energy in their lifes. I look up to them in many ways and I'm sure that I leave quite an impression on them as well. I need some help and I feel like I need it fast. I just need someone to tell me how to get out of the tuff times but I don't want to drag another person down with me along the way.