I hate other women now
I've been engaged for almost a year now to an EXTREMELY attractive, awesome, sweet and funny guy. He has the best sense of humor and frankly he's pretty irresistible. I can't BLAME other women for hitting on him but things have seriously gotten out of control recently. First of all the entire time I've been in a relationship with him his crazy ** ex has stalked our lives relentlessly. When I first saw pictures of her I was shocked he was ever with her. She's an ugly girl with an even uglier attitude. He's not shallow which is rare for a man with his looks but even he admits the relationship he had with her was a total sham. He said he wasn't really into her in the first place he just gave her a shot because she was so persistent and he didn't want to seem like a bad guy not willing to give this girl a chance. He gave her that chance and of course she blew it. So, on top of having to see her ugly face on a daily basis because she's such a stalker, there's other women who WON'T leave my man alone and it's driving me ** nuts. Girls he used to go to middleschool and highschool with add him on facebook nearly every day and once he accepts their friend request it's only a matter of minutes before one of these ** ** sends him a private message about how hot he is or asking if he's 'committed' to me. Holy **, it says ENGAGED you dumb ** if that doesn't answer the question for you then what does? Married I guess? Isn't that the ** plan? Not to mention when we go places girls stare and giggle or attempt to talk to him even as I'm standing right there. It's been so ** irritating lately I feel like I can't trust anyone, especially after an incident yesterday where one of my 'friends' messaged him drunk and said she'd love to '** him off'. He was shocked, showed me the message and I went ape ** on this girl. THEN today some random ** in Kohls (clothing store) comes up to him at the checkout while I'm standing right ** there and starts flirting with him. He's always so good about being upfront and saying Uh this is my FIANCE but before he could even say anything this time I just sort of blew up. I know it was probably embarrassing for him but it felt so ** good to tell her off. I said 'Uh are you blind **? I'm holding his hand standing next to him. Shut the ** up and go away'. The people around me looked sort of awkward or disgusted(probably at my language) but I don't give a **. Now sitting here I came to the realization that I just plain hate other women now because I don't know who I can trust and who I can't. And so many girls these days are just willing to sleep with whoever no matter if they have a gf/fiance/wife they don't give a **. THANK GOD I found a man who's faithful so I try not to have these feelings all the time, but Jesus Christ I just want to stab someone sometimes.
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