Lord , help him put down the needle

I love my boyfriend. We have a daughter.
I want to marry him and do things right.
I feel like he's thinking about other people.
His drug use kills me.
Everytime I think about him and another girl I get sick and think about suicide. I'd never do it... I just wish he cared more.
I'd do anything him him. I've been dealing with his addiction for three years now.
He makes me so sad. I know I'd be better off as a mother and as a person without him. But I wanna work out our problems together. I wanna pin down our demons together and be stronger than ever.
I don't know if he'll ever put down the needle. I love him so much it makes me cry. His drug problem tears me apart.
I'm so helpless, he doesn't want to listen to me on a deeper level.

God help me be strong.
And please help him break free of the chain of addiction. I know this site can't give me answer lord, but you can. Take my hands. Be my feet. And control my mind. Give me the answers I'm looking for God, I need you.

Jun 12, 2012

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