I dont what i am can do

I lost my mother a year and a half ago and i thought i finally excepted it. My father walked out on me and mom 15 years ago and v havent spoken since

Post that i have been living with my grandmother. I have passed out my school and m waiting for college to for the past 2 months. I have had a really low patice and a really high temper

And i was watching a show (desperate housewives) in which the step daughter excuses her step mother of abuse and i feel sorry for the daughter.

I kind of get why she did it. I UNDERSTAND! I am scared that someday i am gonna allow my heart to do something horrible.


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  • I can only imagine the great deal of emotional torment you've been made to endure throughout your life, with the pain and loss of your parents.

    We are all capable of allowing the inner anger and suffering to transform into real and often destructive actions. Do not feel alienated by said feelings, it's natural.

    However, you cannot allow this inner turmoil to control your life.

    You sound like an incredibly bright individual, given your focus on your education and your willingness to share your struggle with complete strangers.

    Your heart is a lot stronger than you give it credit for.

    You are a lot stronger than you know.

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