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I gave my best friend a ** and it's ruining our friendship...
I feel a lot of things right now. For one, I'm disappointed in myself (I think). I'm in college and rooming with my best friend. His name is Josh. I've known him for 11 years and we've always gotten along really well (yes, I'm male). Anyway, I made a mistake the other day that I'm really struggling with. We were drinking some beers, I got really drunk after about 6 or 7 of them. Someone came over, someone he knows but hasn't for very long. Anyway, after about five minutes he pulled out some cocaine.
I'd never done cocaine before. It cleared up the drunken haze I was feeling. We all did it, but I seemed to like it the most (or it's possible I just had the hardest time controlling my enthusiasm). The guy who brought it over left after about an hour, and then it was just the two of us. We got to talking about a lot of different things, and eventually the conversation turned to **. Josh has a girlfriend (has never had a hard time with girls) and is definitely an attractive guy. I don't have a girlfriend and have struggled with this for years. It's not that I'm not attractive (I'm not Brad Pitt) but I'm surely more shy than he is. I've only had a few girlfriends in my life, and it's been a long time since the last one.
Anyway, I don't really know how else to say this other than to say it: the coke made me really **. I don't know how it happened (God, I'm so ashamed), but before long I started asking him a lot of personal questions about how often he had **, who he had it with, if he got a lot of blow jobs, for one. Then he asked me, "Why, you wanna give me one or something?" Before I knew what I was doing, impulsively, I told him I would. He said, "Whoa, I was just kidding dude!" but somehow, a minute or so later I was undoing his belt. And I did it.
The whole thing lasted about five minutes. Neither one of us is gay. But for whatever reason, he let me go through with the act. While I was doing it I couldn't believe it, but I kept at it. I honestly had fun doing it; he was rock hard and it made me happy to know that I was helping someone feel good. I finished it (meaning I brought him to **). He came in my mouth, I swallowed (that was kind of different), no mess at all. He then zipped up without saying anything.
Since then he hasn't said a word to me. After he came, he basically disappeared, and every time I've seen him since he's had a cold look on his face, not a word. What did I do so wrong? I mean, I know I performed oral ** on another man, but that's not immoral. I'm not gay, but I guess the fact that I broke my own "rule book" (if that makes sense) by doing this extreme thing is really bothering me. Also, I made a really stupid choice indulging in that drug; if I hadn't done that, none of this would have happened.
What do I do now? Should I try to talk to him? Should I leave it for time to heal? I'm just at a loss, and really down on myself. Things are different between us now, and there's no going back in time to fix this. Have I ruined our friendship? Oh God, I feel terrible. I guess it's only natural, considering how stupid I was. If anyone has any advice, I'd be so grateful. Thanks for reading this.
He no longer want oral ** with you. Move on
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Ok so. You're bi. He's bi. Yall blew eachother. It's chill man.
Well I say give him space cause u can't force ur friendship onto anyone. If he doesn't come around then he he doesn't, his loss cause u seem to be a nice guy... now, as per u enjoying sucking **, you're at the very least bisexual.
Ha! gayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
What is wrong with being gay?
My best friend used to make me blow him when I refused to after he tricked me into blowing him by leading me to believe he would reciprocate. I did it In another friends basement and he wasn't supposed to watch but secretly he did and told others about it. I know all the feelings you had. I had an ** the whole time I did it and I didn't want to stop either I just kept sucking.
I felt betrayed and humiliated though after which is why I refused afterward.
Plus being told on.
The next time was when I stayed over he asked me to blow him again but I refused. He then got on top of me straddling my torso on the lower bunk bed and pinned my arms down. He kept saying you're gonna blow me aren't you and every time I said no he'd move farther up pinning my arms under his knees sitting on my chest until finally his ** and briefs were right under my chin. He asked me one more time and when I said no he moved up placing his ** inside his underware right under my nose over my mouth practically sitting on my face. I could see his ** standing erect inside briefs and realizing the inevitable that his ** was going in my mouth I nodded in submission. He made me get on my knees and ** him. This was only the beginning.
I hope everything is okay now. Update us😞
That’s hot
Same thing happened with me and my friends and. People I never knew were asking me to talk about what they heard I did in the basement
Hey man, now that some time has passed, how are you doing?
He is having more troubles with it then you. Don't take on his feelings. Coke does that to me too. Makes me h***** as **. Tell him you guys need to talk and blame it on the coke and booze. You would never have done that blah blah and ask to him to forget it if he can and you guys never mention it again.
Just talk to him and try to work it out...he's in ths wrong but dont let him know that.
Who is he? i wanna seduce him and ** his ** and shove my fat ** in his ** and cumm all over his face
Me and my bext friend (for a long time) are straight, but I'd blow him anytime. I'd have no problem doing it, we've ** girls together, watched ** and jerked off together, no 2 dudes have ever gotten along better, nothing and no one comes between us - not sure I could keep it up for another dude blowing me, so wouldn't want him to, but if he ever asked, I'd have his ** in my mouth so fast your head would spin, doesn't bother me one bit, and don't give a F if that bothers anyone. To boot, wouldn't matter if his ** were sweaty & ripe or if he was just out of the shower, we're the tightest 2 dudes that have ever know each other, and the trust factor is high, if he said "I want you to blow me", I'd learn to give a ** star ** right on the spot & swallow every load he had, ha, not a problem in the world with doing it.
Don't listen to the idiots who are just trying to shove their religion and beliefs down your throat. I can actually give you real advice you can actually use. Males have a higher sexual tension than what other females do. This causes more males to sexually engage in different acts because they're curious as to what that experience is like. Many straight or bi-curious men experiment with close friends for the excitement of seeing what it's like. It isn't wrong or a "sin", it's perfectly normal. Your friend is just going through a stage where he could possibly be confused about his sexuality and instantly thought he was gay for doing that one little action which caused him to panic. He isn't mad at you or anything, he's scared that he doesn't know what's going on in his life.
You can help your friend if you try to get close to him again and just say "Hey, we've been friends for a long time and what we did that night shouldn't come between that. You're not gay just because you were experimenting. You're only gay if you want to be."
I hope that helped with your situation instead.
Good advice
Dude it's just him, he is jelouse that he enjoyed it and then through some miracle found out he was gay but he doesnt want to be gay so he blames it on you
I let my best friend give me head once. After that we didn't talk about it but he changed by saying he wanted me to ** him. I told him why and he said cause he never had ** with a girl. He also realized that he was gay because he confessed to me only. So I agreed. Since than he allowed me to do him for often. When he turned 22 he had a ** changed and I was his only friend that knew. Since than now she let me kept ** her ** and allowed me to ** in her **. Now were still dating and getting married.