My boyfriend hits me and i like it
I ve been with this guy for a few months, for me he is the perfect man , he is, cute, smart brillant and very funny ,and many girls would die for him, he has nice cars and he is so rich but anyways it is not for his money that am dating him i have money too, we are in love,he is 18 and am 17 . he would never cheat on me or anyting, he always says that i am giving me everything, each time we have s** i feel alive so evryting seems to be perfect . But recently he became abusive , he hit me three times , he slapped me and punched me ,and threatned me , i had bruises all over my body , if we r having s** he would hurt so bad , so violent. am not scared of him or anything but i am starting to like the fact that he hits me , the pain makes me feel alive and that i actualy exist, during s** i ask him to be more agressive and painful. am so screwed and confused i dont get what s happening to me .