Masochistic child

From as long as I remember,(including when I was a very young child) I would imagine myself getting tortured and enjoy it, before I fell asleep at night, I would imagine all kinds of crazy disgusting scenarios like me being whipped and killed and I would seriously like it.
I was never abused or molested as a child, I just thought it was exciting, and now it really disturbs me to know that I used to think like that at such a young age...

I'm 17 now and I think I might be a sexual m********, but I doubt that that was related to this.

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  • Frankly i think ur just daft

  • I was a m******** too from a young age. But my fantasies never involved being tortured or killed. I just loved getting tied up. Even when I was 5 I would get erections from being tied up or imagining being turned into an inanimate object. I don't knowwhat would cause a child so young to have these fantasies. When you were young maybe you saw something on tv or something you don't remember that triggered it. In my case it may have been a verbally abusive mother. It sounds like you probably are a sexual m********. If you are there's nothing wrong with it and you definitely aren't alone.

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