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My life.
Im 12 years old. Im young, But suffering so much depression. My mother is in a realtionship with a man,Who doesnt like me. I've recently gone to a friends house,Where I cut myself with a pencil shrpener. Because I'd just lost a good friend of mine. And my boyfriend Matthew had just tried killing himself over me. I came home and 3 days later he saw my arm. He screamed at me right in my face. He know's I have mental issues. Im half retarded. And I have a depression problem. When I was 10 years old I was ** by my father. And when my mom was with another man a couple year earlier, He was lovely, His grandfather put his hands in my pants when I was sleeping. And no one belived me. So my results where always to cut myself and watch myself bleed.
** or any force is ALWAYS WRONG but if they are ok with a little feel or sucky then I have no age limits
This type of childhood only leads to the two of these things... a life overtaken by depression... or you one day committing suicide, it's sad... but it's the truth. Hey, at least you have the choice to chose. People say people will care if you commit suicide, but in your case, it's a different story, otherwise, your life would be a lot better. It's unfair, isn't it?