Im 12 years old. Im young, But suffering so much depression. My mother is in a realtionship with a man,Who doesnt like me. I've recently gone to a friends house,Where I cut myself with a pencil shrpener. Because I'd just lost a good friend of mine. And my boyfriend Matthew had just tried killing himself over me. I came home and 3 days later he saw my arm. He screamed at me right in my face. He know's I have mental issues. Im half retarded. And I have a depression problem. When I was 10 years old I was raped by my father. And when my mom was with another man a couple year earlier, He was lovely, His grandfather put his hands in my pants when I was sleeping. And no one belived me. So my results where always to cut myself and watch myself bleed.