I dated someone who had BPD for3
I dated someone who had BPD for3 years.It started when i was 16.I did not know she suffered from it.i became a punching bag for her emotions.It ruined who I was and left me feeling empty,cold,un-loved and alone.I Iost all my friends.I dated some people after,people who in retrospect where bad for me.I was unable to have s**,feel emotion but on the outside i made it look like everything was fine. i met a person at 21 who saw how much it hurt and helped me and life was amazing for 6weeks,some feelings came back. she still loved someone else and left. I miss her and
want to be her friend but I don't know how to be.At 21 I feel as if theres no more fight left in me.