I dated someone who had BPD for3

I dated someone who had BPD for3 years.It started when i was 16.I did not know she suffered from it.i became a punching bag for her emotions.It ruined who I was and left me feeling empty,cold,un-loved and alone.I Iost all my friends.I dated some people after,people who in retrospect where bad for me.I was unable to have s**,feel emotion but on the outside i made it look like everything was fine. i met a person at 21 who saw how much it hurt and helped me and life was amazing for 6weeks,some feelings came back. she still loved someone else and left. I miss her and
want to be her friend but I don't know how to be.At 21 I feel as if theres no more fight left in me.

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  • The noose is the only redemption for you now, take it as well as your life...

    DUFFMAN :D

  • Don't give up. Things will get better.

    Just hang on.

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