I just sent nudes to my best friend of 16 years, who is also my ex. I don't really regret it, at all, and I don't care what anyone thinks of it. He has a girlfriend, but sadly he doesn't love her. Just like he didn't love all of the other girlfriends he cheated on. I'm pretty sure that he's picking me up from work tomorrow, and you can connect the dots. If it were anyone but him, I'd feel pathetic and ashamed. But honestly? I don't care what anyone else thinks, and I don't care about what might happen after. Granted, I don't want to be the reason he and his girlfriend break up. I mean, I'm probably not the only other girl he's seeing, but still. I'd feel terrible. And I've strangely loved him ever since I was a baby. Heck, I lost my virginity to him. I couldn't date him now, I know him too well. He'd lie and cheat on me just like every other girl he's been with. I'd know, he cheated on all of them with me. I must sound like such a w****.. and that's the only thing I'm upset about. I wish I could be with him, and he'd only be with me, but that's not possible. So, for now I'll just call him when I want him to come get me, and that'll be that. I didn't know who to talk about this to, so I'll just confess it to thousands of strangers. So, hey internet, I'm in love with a w****. So, does that make me one, too?