It's just a word. But it still stings.

I've cheated on every man I've ever been with. Every man I've ever dated. Every man I've ever lived with. Each of my four husbands, including the one I'm married to now. I've even cheated ON the ones I've cheated WITH. People call me "w****". Even my friends sometimes say it; sometimes in jest, sometimes in pity. But I'm not a w****. I'm just a woman in love with men. And I need more than one. Sometimes a LOT more than one. It's just who I am. It's who I've been since I was a teenager, and I'm 43 now. But occasionally, it still hurts to hear the word.

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  • Sounds like you want to be a Hotwife or Cuckholdress. Find a husband that wants you to be his hotwife.

  • 15The woman said to Him, “Sir, give me this water, so I will not be thirsty nor come all the way here to draw.” 16He said to her, “Go, call your husband and come here.” 17The woman answered and said, “I have no husband.” Jesus said to her, “You have correctly said, ‘I have no husband’; 18for you have had five husbands, and the one whom you now have is not your husband; this you have said truly.” 19The woman said to Him, “Sir, I perceive that You are a prophet. 20“Our fathers worshiped in this mountain, and you people say that in Jerusalem is the place where men ought to worship.” 21Jesus said to her, “Woman, believe Me, an hour is coming when neither in this mountain nor in Jerusalem will you worship the Father. 22“You worship what you do not know; we worship what we know, for salvation is from the Jews. 23“But an hour is coming, and now is, when the true worshipers will worship the Father in spirit and truth; for such people the Father seeks to be His worshipers. 24“God is spirit, and those who worship Him must worship in spirit and truth.” 25The woman said to Him, “I know that Messiah is coming (He who is called Christ); when that One comes, He will declare all things to us.” 26Jesus said to her, “I who speak to you am He.” John 8

  • Really time to begin reading the New Testament. Love the fact that Jesus knows the facts about a s***'s life and yet will not condemn but correct. Just like the woman they caught in adultery that they wanted to stone; think it's John 8. He told her to "go and sin no more. . . " One needs to seek forgiveness and the power to overcome these weird ways! I am a living proof!

  • No, sorry. I don't need forgiveness. I just need more D***! :)

  • All right then, the Lord himself will give you the sign. Look! The virgin will conceive a child! She will give birth to a son and will call him Immanuel (which means 'God is with us'). Isaiah 7:14 You can also read the post on "I MET SOMEONE" in this forum. I used to think like you until I had this experience: http://www.confessionpost.com/49938/i-met-someone#comments

  • Keep letting them f*** your p****. You know they all want to

  • Well . . . maybe not ALL of them. But yeah . . . most do. :)

  • You are what is described as an "old slapper" just like me. Men seem to think it's OK if they s*** around but is wrong for us girls. Well dream on guys! I have also always cheated but I have now got into the ideal relationship, yup I have hooked up with another cheater and we tell each other everything. Being a couple with similar desires means we can join swinger groups and the like. My guy is into old ladies (no, no not me I ain't 40 yet) and you will always find old couples in swinger groups. In one of the groups we play along with are a couple in their 80s. The husband can only just about get an erection up and then only when I am sucking his c*** but his missus loves it all, especially my guy's d*** down her throat. Occasionally the old boy will c** usually just after my guy has c** all over his missus' face. The old boy don't c** a lot, not enough to cover my nose, but he does love it and it does taste nice still. I then get to lick the c** off the old lady's face. All this and with an audience too. Lovely!
    I am getting h**** just talking about it, I think I will m********* for an hour or two.

  • You go, girl! Love your story! Love your life! Love you!

  • You sound like my ex wife. She was married and divorced twice before she finally found herself some crack brained ex drug user she could s**** out on with no arguments. Karma will catch up with you sooner than later.

  • Karma does catch me from time to time. But there is always more than enough c*** to make up for it! Woo-hoo!!!

  • It's not who you are. You cheat because you don't love yourself, you lack self esteem. And you think by being with many men you equate that with love. You are addicted to the attention. That if they say they love you, or that you're pretty or whatever..you believe that. But you don't believe that you are worthy of love, so you cheat and sabotage every relationship you are in. Curious if you have ever been raped or molested. Because you're behavior of being promiscuous aligns with that behavior. Could you be capable of having and keeping a relationship. You need to invest time in you and figure out why are you so insecure. It's not about loving men and loving s**. Cheating is deceitful. You don't take any commitment seriously. Curious, if you have been cheated on? It would be difficult to find sympathy for you if you were angry or hurt by their actions..you really couldn't say anything since you do the same thing to the men you're with. So unless you do something to change, this is the life you make for yourself. And yea, sleeping with a lot of men does carry the stigma of being a s***/w****. But that doesn't seem to deter you. Or if you don't want to work on yourself - Make it easy for yourself.. stop getting married, stop committing to anyone until you can fill the void with yourself. Date who you want, have open relationships. Then you get what you want and you don't hurt anyone in the process.

  • I understand your argument, I really do. I just don't accept it. I really believe I am worthy of love, and that I'm worthy of LOTS of it. Some women just need more love than other women, and I'm one of those who need more. Lots more. :)

  • YOU NEED TO MEET THIS "SOMEONE" THAT I MET:

    http://www.confessionpost.com/49938/i-met-someone#comments

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